I had the best day yesterday!!!
Started the day with a boring 3 hours seminar. But then I met Anna in town for lunch at Tacobar, then we were just walking around for a bit. I went home to get a few bits and then cycled to Anna's. After a while Sara arrived and we went to Arosfortet. It was Sara's birthday present from us. We were there for two hours and had somuch fun. Our bloodsugar levels were so  low at the end of the last hour, we just couldn't stop laughing and couldn't move. Anna's comments were just, the best!! Haha!!! We had to go to the shop and get food and we were unhealthy and got sweets as well, yumyum. The rest of the evenning we spent in the sofa watching Top Model and listening to music. We hadsome deep conversations and cried, laughued, cried, laughed, hehe. Was so nice, we all just wanted to stay in that perfect moment for weeks, just sitting there with the best friends being all snuggley <3
SARA, YOU ARENOT ALLOWED TO MOVE AWAY FROM US!!

I've been all down today, don't know why. Maybe it was the grey weather and the fact I had to write an essay. I had a hard and 1 ½ hours work out at the gym, but I felt down even at the gym, that is just weird. Hope it's just one of those days. Now I want tomorrow to come, will be a really nice afternoon/evening with Anna and Sara, looking forward to it and have been since we made plans, yeeeey! Now mum have to come home and read my essay and help me continue..I'm stuck at the moment..

My Saturday was so boring, well until me and Ebba went to see Niklas play hockey. The match was going on for 2½ hours and we were freezing the whole time. They won and Niklas got best player so it was all good. After the game we went to Max to eat, and it was so nice, yuuuuuuum. I had a bean sala instead of chips cause I'm cool like that. Suddenly Ellie and her friend showed up and joined us and then mathilda came as well. Haha it was nice! Then Ellie and her friend left and Niklas was leaving as well, so me Ebba and Mathilda sat in the car talking for like an hour until Mathilda felt tired and went home. Me and Ebba then went to mine an stayed up talking till 03.30 in the morning, it was nice catching up! I never go to bed that late, haha, so I almost felt hungover yesterday, didn't do anything, hehe. At least I had a good Saturday night!!

Right now I'm pretending I'm english, drinking tea and talking in a posh accent..

Been writing on my essay a bit this morning, I have 650 words so far, need about 1500-200 more. I think it's boring, don't wanna do it.. and I'm stuck now, blah.. Gym later, will be nice, all I'm looking forward to in the weeks is the gym, how sad is that.. oh well.. I just love to sound depressed

God I'm bored of missing Jack. Just wanna be able to see him when I want, to kiss and cuddle when I want.. but I have to wait four weeks for that, and then I get it for a couple of days and then I have to wait again, I don't like it.. This week he's been working for the NFL and I'm so proud and happy for him that he got the opportunity. He's been meeting lots of important people and got business cards. That is really good, but I get scared. Some of the people are from America, I don't want him to go there? Well, I do, if that's what he wants, but I don't know what would happen to us then. I think it's hard as it is now.. I'm stressing so much when I think about the future, have no idea what's gonna happen, or even what country I'll end up living in. I hate this feeling of not knowing what's gonna happen, and the feeling I have inside when I want something badly, but I can't have it. Sometimes it's almost like it feels like we broke up and I try to get over him but can't. That sounded a bit dramatic but it's what it feels like.. It was easier when I lived in England, well I wasn't happy because I had a shitty job and shitty place to live but at least I had Jack.. I don't wanna move back there, not without an education and I'm not sure if he wants to move here either.. And long distance won't be forever.. soo someone has to move..
Yes, I'm stressing everyday, I shouldn't, I should just take every day as it comes, buuut apperantly I love to stress..

Yesterady at the gym I had somuch energy, just couldn't stop running! Felt really good, but it was weird cause before I went there I was really tired and it took me a while  to get in to it. Straight after the gym, before I even went back to the changing room I watched  Filip's swiming competition, luckly the pool is just outside the gym so I was sitting all sweaty watching. Mum bought me a salad, good she did otherwise I wouldn't have made it, haha. Filip had soe friends staying yesterday so they had boys night upstairs and me and mum had a girly sleep over in my bed, hihi!!

Started off this Saturday with a film, Pippi Longstockings, ooooh I just love it. She was my idol when I was little, I actually wante to be her, must have seen those films 1000 times <3 Now I'm just very bored, so very bored. Henrik isn't feeling well so he's sleeping, mum is in town and Filip is swimming. What about me??!!!

In June I bought a card at the solarium wich allowed me to go there 10 times. Today I had three times left and gave the receptionist my card and she said I couldn't use it anymore. Apperantly it was out of date.I didn't even know it could be out of date. She told me they had a summer offer when I bought it, wich is true, it was half price. BUT! No one told me anything about a date??????????!!!!!!!! So I went home without a tan and was very angry, very angry.  I thought I had to do something about it so I called there and asked to speak with the manager and explained the situation, got two times back! Better than nothing.. so went back there picked up my card and lied in there for 18 minutes. I WON! I don't usually call back or go back if something like this happens but today I was in a bad mood I thought it was unfair and that I was right, soooooo..... I'm actually a bit proud I stood up for myself, hehe..

Met Anna and Linnéa in town, we went to Kalle på spången for lunch. I didn't eat, had a cup of coffee, had lunch before I left. We were sitting there talking for an hour or so, was being all boring with our phones aswell, but it was fun, haha. Then we went outside to sit in the sun for a bit before we all had to leave. I'm gonna go to the gym in a bit but I'm not really in the mood today... don't have anything  else to do anyway so I might as well..

Wearing a shirt today, first time in ages. Does it look alright?

Can't stop  listening to this song, what a tune!! (Avicii - Fade into darkness)

I really should start on my essay but I don't want to.... I'll leave to next week, so boring.. Meeting up Anna and Linnea in town instead before the  gym! It's a nice sunny day today, but it was -1,8 when I woke up.. COLD! Gonna sit here listening to music and sing for a while now, oh yes I will!

Me and mum had dinner and went to see a film, The Help (Niceville). It was so good! Seriously, go see it now!

Was so bored on my lecture, I always am when we have this lecturer. He doesn't inspire me at all, he makes me sleepy! His english is pretty bad, it's hard to hear what he is saying cause we were sitting in the back, when he is writing on the whiteboard it lookes like some kind of joke. I just wasted three hours ofmy life sitting there. Well, was mostly hatting with two of my class mates to be honest...

Sometimes I stress about money even though I don't have to cause I live at home so I know I have roof over my head and food every day. I think I stress mostly because I want to have money to go to England as often as I can. When I lived in England I lived off my savings, and the money I made I had to pay rent, bills andfood, so everytime I did something fun I took from my savings. So when I got back home I had no money. i had a job during the summer but I didn't work alot so couldn't save too much. i've already been to England once after my summer job. I just checkedmy account and I have 4450:- and I will get 2700:- on the 25th but then I have bills and books and hairdresser to pay and that will be 2600:-. So after I get paid I'll be left with 4450:-. And then I'm going to England and have to pay for food for a week and I'm sure we'll do things that costs money. Christmas presents, naaaaah... not expensive ones this year... I don'tlike being poor but I'm grateful I get the opportunity to live at home while I'm studying so I don't have to loan any money. stressstressstress

Just realized I'm almost a bit late, ooopsi..
Yesterday I met up Mathilda in town for a luxuriuos dinner at Subway with our buy 1 get 1 free vouchers! After that lovey meal we had a quick look in town before they shut and then we went to Mathild's work, just to have somewhere to sit and chat. We don'treally see each other that much and when we do we go to the cinema and don'treally have time to catch up. But we did yesterday and next Thursday I'm going to her flat for a nice cosy evening.

I have a three hour lecture tooday, cannot be bothered but I have to get some questionmarks out of my head. Actually got my essay question yesterday, his swedish is that very good so I didn't really understand what he wants. The sentences were just weird and not right. Anyway, later on today me and mum are gonna have dinner in town and then go cinema to see Niceville. Should be good!
I need to go get ready now..